
Today, Catholic Ireland is a shadow of its former self. Despite the fact that mass attendances have seen a revival since the beginning of the recession era, the church remains fledgling and increasingly out of touch. The last 15-20 years has also seen a tide of almost unending revelations of clerical abuse of children, as well as an alarming culture of denial and deceit on the part of the Irish hierarchy. This week, Pope Benedict has drawn the ire of abuse victims and the public at large for failing to apologise outright for the suffering of countless victims. Ireland’s past obsession with Catholicism has been replaced with an uncertainty. Religion is no longer the fabric of our society. Strict adherence to its principles is few and far between. In fact, the Church’s survival probably hinges on an a la carte Catholic laity which picks and chooses what it likes and what it dislikes about religion. ‘I like the going to heaven part but I don’t like the no sex before marriage part’.

What now? Do we turn back to religion? Put it back on the pedestal to which we looked in absolute devotion? Whatever your theistic or non-theistic persuasion, I think we can all agree that even if there is a God, it hardly needs that much praise. It couldn’t be that vain, or insecure. And if the human side of religion is rife with corruption, then surely faith is better expressed in smaller, personal and more humble ways. Bertie Ahern once warned of the dangers of 'aggressive secularism'. Yet anything of the sort couldn’t possibly be as damaging as the pseudo theocracy that previously existed in Ireland.
Waiting with bated breath for another Celtic Tiger would also be a futile exercise. Since the recession began, much has been made of how we have lost our self-belief and confidence as a people. However, if our self esteem hinged on our fickle economy, it was hardly that well founded in the first place. And that, perhaps, is where the problem lies. Have we ever been confident? Have we ever had belief in ourselves? Did Catholic Ireland allow us to develop a notion of self worth? Was the excess of the Celtic Tiger a release from all the penance of Catholicism? Did we merely replace one obsession with another? And if so, then why do we need to obsess at all?
Such ideas might help explain why we have shunned our emotional and mental health for so long, and watered it down with lots of numbing alcohol. Our enjoyment and fulfilment in life hinges not on what God what we believe in, nor on loads of money. It depends on our perceptions. How do we see the world around us? How do we see the people in it? Most of all, it’s contingent on how we see ourselves. The stigma attached to psychological issues in Ireland indicates that we are omitting probably the most crucial element in our vision of ourselves. If there’s a part of us that we are uncomfortable with and feel that we cannot communicate, it will fester. It will not be silenced within us. It will not be escaped from. Instead, it will establish itself as an integral part of our personality. One that presents unnecessary amounts of pressure, stress, anxiety, depression and suicide. It will not be placated with regressive religion, superficial wealth or whatever obsession we happen to have next.